All you are is a sum of pieces making up a broken whole.

Wayward Wanderer - SPN Dean Fanmix

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 05:47:38 GMT

'Crazy' - Gnarls Barkley; Lyrics
My heroes had the heart to lose their lives out on a limb
And all I remember is thinking, I want to be like them
Ever since I was little, ever since I was little it looked like fun
And it's no coincidence I've come
And I can die when I'm done

'The Rooster Moans' - Iron & Wine; Lyrics
Buzzard's breath the rooster moans
Stow it boy you're far from home
Stow your sorrows stow your fear
What'd you do to end up here
End up on the devil's rusty train

'Sing Sing Death House' - The Distillers; Lyrics
I am agnostic but i hang on a cross
Faithless saintless my sin stabs
I wear the crown of oblivion
Rule and aching void watch my sun burn out
I am a death house haunted mirror
Acerbic heart aint nothing pure in here
You close the door i sing pleading
Save me before you leave youre leaving

'I Have Forgiven Jesus' - Morrissey; Lyrics
Why did you give me so much desire?
When there is nowhere I can go to offload this desire
Why did you give me so much love in a loveless world
When there is no one I can turn to to unlock all this love
Why did you stick me in self-deprecating bones and skin
Jesus - do you hate me?
Why did you stick me in self-deprecating bones and skin
Do you hate me? Do you hate me?

'Road To Nowhere' - Ozzy Osbourne; Lyrics
Through all the happiness and sorrow
I guess I'd do it all again
Live for today and not tomorrow
It's still the road that never ends

The road to nowhere leads to me

'From Yesterday' - 30 Seconds To Mars; Lyrics
He’s a stranger to some
And a vision to none
He can never get enough,
Get enough of the world

For a fortune he'd quit
But it’s hard to admit
How it ends and begins
On his face is a map of the world

'Tristan' - Patrick Wolf; Lyrics
I am the tragedy
And the heroine
I am lost And I am rescuing
The storm is come
And I am following
My name is Tristan
And I am alive

'Bulletproof... I Wish I Was' - Radiohead; Lyrics
Wax me, mould me,
Heat the pins and stab them in,
You have turned me into this, just wish that it...
Was bulletproof

'Laugh, I Nearly Died' - The Rolling Stones; Lyrics
Living in a fantasy but it's way too far
But this kind of loneliness is way too hard
I've been wandering, feeling all alone
I lost my direction and I lost my home...Well

I'm so sick and tired
Now I'm on the side
Feeling so despised
When you laugh, laugh
I almost died

'Carry Me Home' - The Living End; Lyrics
He's gonna get you in the end
Then he'll be your only friend
There's nothing that'll save your soul
All you need is alcohol

Step right up and be a man
On your knees and pray
Freedoms just another open bottle anyway

'Piece of Wood' - Youth Group; Lyrics
All I am is a piece of wood
Cut from something living
Touch me I don't feel to good
I'm cold but I'm not shivering

Download;
http://www.sendspace.com/file/z1zvry - 43 Mb

If the download link has expired, leave a comment & I'll re-upload the zip file.

Link to my other Dean fanmix, Lonely Roads
Link to my SPN Fanmix List

Sun, 28 May 2006 06:37:34 GMT

Organising my mp3 player sucks...

The Friday Five - thefridayfive

Fri, 26 May 2006 08:52:37 GMT

1. How many places have you lived in your life? 3 towns, 7 different houses.
2. Which was your favorite and why and what street was it on? Favourite is the house we're in now. It's a really nice house (the best we've been in so far), I have a air conditioner in my room, I'm a 3 minute walk from the club & beach (although I've always lived no more than a 10 minute walk from the beach) & it's in a quiet area. The street is called 'Riley Street'.
3. If you could live anywhere for the rest of your life, where would it be? Definately Mollymook (where I am now, & have been for the past 10 years). Although I might have to move because there are no jobs for me in this area.
4. What would your ideal home have in it? Uhh... big shower, big bedrooms, air conditioner, heater/fire place, fence, garage, big loungeroom/living area, big kitchen, pool & big ass entertainment system.
5. Can you describe your current crib? 2 stories, downstairs;</b> 2 big loungeroom/living areas, big kitchen, small den/office, small sunroom, small veranda, garage with bathroom, laundry. upstairs; 4 bedrooms, biggish bathroom, small bathroom off the main bedroom, toilet.

Tue, 23 May 2006 04:40:34 GMT

Go sign up, bitches!

Fri, 19 May 2006 01:10:03 GMT

Bloody fucking hell!

Limewire SUCKS when you want to download video. I searched for 'Angel' because I want to download season 5, but EVERY SINGLE VIDEO IS PORN!

I need Morpheus back. That had heaps of shit on it.

Thu, 18 May 2006 14:11:28 GMT

I recently bought Firefly on DVD, after seeing Serenity.

I'm up to the last episode, but I'm too scared to watch it! lol, I'm serious, I don't want it to end!

I've had the DVD running on the episode menu for the past hour. I DON'T WANT IT TO END! *stays in my little world of denial* I'm happy here, happy where there are many many other Firefly episodes & it never ends, cause Mal & Jayne are sexy & funny & oh to cute! & Wash! Oh my Wash, how I love thee... please, don't end! *whimpers & cries & stalks off to bed*

I will watch the last episode tomorrow. Yep, not watching it now =(

Thu, 18 May 2006 04:02:23 GMT

Nothing to do, nothing to say. Parents have gone... somewhere. Taken my digital camera so they've probably gone on a day trip down the coast or something.

Quick meme. I'm suppose to tag people, but I never liked the idea of those memes because it's not like others just can't copy them too.

List ten fictional characters you would have sex with, and then tag five friends.
01; Dean Winchester (Supernatural)
02; Rick Forrester (The Bold & The Beautiful) Don't laugh! The boy is hot!
03; T-Bag (Prison Break)
04; Jayne Cobb (Firefly)
05; Lincoln Burrows (Prison Break)
06; Patrick (Days of Our Lives)
07; Michael Schofield (Prison Break)
08; Spike (Buffy/Angel)
09; Malcolm Reynolds (Firefly)
10; Angel (Buffy/Angel)

Hmm... yes. Got lots of new stuff in the mail this week =) I got 3 new wrestling tees (ReyRey, 2 John Cena), HIM tee, Cradle of Filth tee, an olive green graffiti tee & a blue 'look busy, jesus is coming' tee. Good times... although I need to buy some new pants.

Well, I'm going to hang out the washing.

Fri, 12 May 2006 03:39:01 GMT

I had to come upstairs & get away from 'Days of Our Lives'. It was stressing me out too much lol.

My mums like "god damnit, go play some bloody xbox or something! You're worse than me!" hehe...

Damn daytime tv.

Thu, 11 May 2006 14:26:39 GMT

Blah blah blah...

While searching around a few 'adult' communities I stumbled across this sex survey, so I decided to fill it out.

<lj-cut text="160 Questions On Sex">

QUESTIONS, QUESTIONS YES?

Are you Male or Female? 3/4s girl, 1/4 boy
Are you Hetero/homo/bisexual? Everything
Are you under 20?
Are you under 30?
Are you under 40?
Are you under 50?
Are you over 50?

HAVE YOU…
1 Had less than five partners?
2 Had less than ten partners?
3 Had less than fifteen partners?
4 Had less than twenty partners?
5 Had less than thirty partners?
6 Had less than forty partners?
7 Had more than forty partners?
8 Had sex in three or more positions in one session?
9 Had sex continuously for 1 hour or more?
10 Made so much noise during sex that people have complained?
11 Brought your lover to orgasm only using your hands or fingers?
12 Brought your lover to orgasm only using your mouth?
13 Had sex while fully dressed?
14 Had sex secretly in a public place?
15 Had sex openly in a public place?
16 Had sex in your car?
17 Had sex in their car?
18 Had sex on a plane in flight?
19 Had sex on a boat in motion?
20 Had sex on the beach?
21 Had sex in the office?
22 Licked or sucked somebodies toes?
23 Had sex sitting down?
24 Had sex standing up?
25 Had sex in the doggy position?
26 Performed oral sex on a man?
27 Performed oral sex on a woman?
28 Had a man perform oral sex on you?
29 Had a woman perform oral sex on you?
30 Had sex in soixante neuf (69) position?
31 Intentionally licked another’s semen?
32 Intentionally licked your own semen?
33 Had sex during menstruation?
34 Trimmed your pubic hair?
35 Shaved or otherwise removed all pubic hair?
36 Used ice/wax/cream/chocolate etc for sex?
37 Purchased a sex toy?
38 Used a sex toy on yourself?
39 Used a sex toy on a woman?
40 Used a sex toy on a man?
41 Fingered a womans anus?
42 Fingered a man’s anus?
43 Tongued a woman’s anus?
44 Tongued a man’s snus?
45 Given anal intercourse?
46 Received anal intercourse?
47 Used a non sexual object for penetration?
48 Used a cock ring on yourself?
49 Used a strap-on on a woman?
50 Used a strap-on on a man?
51 Had a strap-on used on you?
52 Fist fucked a woman?
53 Fist fucked a man?
54 Been fist fucked?
55 Orgasmed in a bar?
56 Brought another to orgasm in a bar?
57 Orgasmed in an elevator?
58 Brought another to orgasm in an elevator?
59 Orgasmed on a train?
60 Brought another to orgasm on a train?
61 Orgasmed in a taxi?
62 Bought another to orgasm in a taxi?
63 Orgasmed in a pool?
64 Bought another to orgasm in a pool?
65 Orgasmed on the beach?
66 Bought another to orgasm on the beach?
67 Orgasmed in a graveyard?
68 Bought another to orgasm in a graveyard?
69 Had sex in front of people you knew?
70 Had sex in front of strangers?
71 Been paid for sex?
72 Paid a woman for sex?
73 Paid a man for sex?
74 Given a sympathy fuck?
75 Received a sympathy fuck?
76 Forced somebody to have sex?
77 Coerced somebody to have sex using words?
78 Coerced somebody to have sex using blackmail?
79 Coerced somebody to have sex using drugs?
80 Coerced somebody to have sex using drugs?
81 Contracted a STD?
82 Had sex knowing you had a STD?
83 Had sex with an animal?
84 Had sex with a virgin?
85 Committed statutory rape? (sex with a minor)
86 Had sex under age? (younger than 16)
87 Committed violent rape?
88 Been raped?
89 Committed adultery?
90 Cuckolded somebody?
91 Been cuckolded?
92 Had sex with a man 10 years older than you?
93 Had sex with a woman 10 years older than you?
94 Had sex with a man 10 years younger than you?
95 Had sex with a woman 10 years younger than you?
96 Had sex with your land lord/lady?
97 Had sex with your teacher?
98 Had sex with your boss?
99 Had sex with your staff?
100 Had sex with a stranger (not known their name before, during or after?)
101 Had a one night stand?
102 Had sex with a man the same day you met them?
103 Had sex with a woman the same day you met them?
104 Had a threesome that was two men and a woman?
105 Had a threesome that was two women and a man?
106 Had group sex with all women?
107 Had group sex with all men?
108 Had group sex with both genders?
109 Had incest willingly with an older man?
110 Had incest willingly with an older woman?
111 Had incest willingly with an younger man?
112 Had incest willingly with an younger woman?
113 Been forced to have incest with an older man?
114 Been forced to have incest with an older woman?
115 Been forced to have incest with an younger man?
116 Been forced to have incest with an younger woman?
117 Been to an orgy?
118 Been to a swingers club?
119 Used drugs to enhance sex?
120 Watched a stripper?
121 Stripped for strangers?
122 Been a voyeur?
123 Photographed or filmed others having sex?
124 Photographed or filmed yourself having sex?
125 Been photographed or filmed having sex?
126 Watched your partner having sex with somebody else while they knew you were watching?
127 Watched your partner having sex with somebody else while they did not know you were watching?
128 Been blindfolded during sex?
129 Blindfolded your partner during sex?
130 Been handcuffed during sex?
131 Handcuffed your partner during sex?
132 Had your nipples pierced?
133 Asked your partner to have their nipples pierced?
134 Had your genitals pierced?
135 Asked your partner to have their genitals pierced?
136 Been tattooed?
137 Asked your partner to have a tattoo?
138 Engaged in sexual role play?
139 Been spanked?
140 Spanked another?
141 Been beaten?
142 Beaten another?
143 Used a safeword?
144 Watched corporal punishment?
145 Used clamps on yourself?
146 Used clamps on another?
147 Given electric shocks?
148 Received electric shocks?
149 Drawn blood with nail or teeth during sex?
150 Had blood drawn by nail or teeth during sex?
151 Given a golden shower?
152 Received a golden shower?
153 Tried scatology?
154 Gone to a bdsm club?
155 Worn lace for sex?
156 Worn leather for sex?
157 Worn latex for sex?
158 Worn a uniform for sex?
159 Written a sex story based on your fantasies?
160 Written a sex story based on your experience?

Thu, 11 May 2006 12:10:34 GMT

I gots'da new layout! It's a grey/white Jensen theme;

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It's not quite perfect yet. I've still got to fiddle around with a few colours & stuff, but yes. I like it =)

Not much to report. Haven't done anything this week. Got a haircut. Yep.

Tue, 09 May 2006 06:18:28 GMT

New icon! *points* It's Jensen *swoons* hehe...

I'm not sure how the colour looks to everyone else though seeing as I can't get the colour right on my new monitor. But it looks good to me, so that's all that matters lol.

Well, I have done shit all today. Typical, I know. I went to Mission today, saw Travis who's going to Mission too now after quiting his job at GoLo. Uhh... yes, that's about all really. I didn't even do the dishes!

Fucking cramps are driving me up the wall! God damn periods, isn't there like a pill or something that stops them? I want that! Cause seriously, if I didn't get my periods again for the rest of my life I'd die a happy women. I fucking hate them! They suck, they're gross, they're annoying, they hurt, they cost money & I don't want them!

*mumbles & grumbles to myself*

I seriously don't understand how women get all teary & depressed when their periods end after menopause. I saw Opera talking about it & she reckoned she cried. BULLSHIT! I'll be partying when mine stop.

Hmm... I'm going to check up on how I can stop them.

So yes, other than a rant I'm sure you all don't want to read I have nothing much to say. I'll be off then to play some more Xbox.

Mon, 08 May 2006 14:03:30 GMT

My obsession with Spike/Angel slash is coming back! WEE!

hehe... I used to obsess over Spangel fics last year. Oh man, good times. I've got 500+ stories saved on my computer, & I used to stay up till 3 or 4 am sometimes reading them (a lot of Spangel fics have 20+ chapters)

Definately on my all time OTP list.

Speaking of OTP's, here's my all time favourite pairings;

Spike/Angel (Buffyverse)
Deam/Sam (Supernatural)
Michael/Lincoln (Prison Break)
Steve-O/Chris (Jackass/Wildboyz)
Matt/Jeff Hardy (Pro Wrestling RPS)
Raven/Stevie (Pro Wrestling)
Seth/Ryan (The OC)
Jensen/Jared (SPN RPS)
Benji/Joel Madden (Good Charlotte RPS)
Boromir/Faramir (LotR)
Viggo/Sean (LotR RPS)

The Friday Five - thefridayfive

Sun, 07 May 2006 14:07:03 GMT

1) Do you like your birth-name? Why? Yeah, I do. It's a bit plain though, but it kind of makes up for it because I think the spelling is cool (Rebekah). Although I never get called Rebekah, usually Bek or Bekky.
2) If you could change your name to anything else, what would it be? Hmm... I don't know. I used to want to change my name to Orca when I was like 13. If I had to change it, I'd probably change it to Pilot, because I really like that name & it's the name I've been using lately online.
3) What names would you consider giving your children? Either Raven or Natalie (after my Auntie who died when I was little).
4) If you had a band, what would you name it, and why? Dissu (pronounced Diss You) or Dissmee (Diss Me) as in dissing someone, critisising someone.
5) Is there a name that you completely hate? Why? There's a few. The main women's name I hate is Cheryl (it's just so damn bogan)

Sat, 06 May 2006 16:13:59 GMT

Sitting at my mates place absolutly shitface. Good times.

Although the fuckwits Matt & Larkin are here. They're off their face on some unknown pills. Probably eccies. It's good though because they're dancing for us.

I'm sorry that I havn't updated in a while. I've got a new fucking computer! Sexy ass flatscreen! It's a HP & yeah... I also bought a cool new digital camera so expect lots of pics soon =)

Yep... not much to say. Tamara & I are sitting here going "yeah... great" while Matt & Larkin are talking about they nights they spent tripping out & all the weird shit that happens, like messed up dealers & rubbish. It's not really interesting unless you were there, & I wasn't because me + drugs don't mix! My head just can't take them.

So yes... I have no idea what to say but I'm just typing so it looks like I actually have something to do other than sitting here like a wanker.

Boring!

Ok I'll go now & download porn.

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 16:53:38 GMT

Wahtever pill I've taken tonight obvously doesn't mix with alchohol because I feel like I'm about to puke!

God fucking damn... now I remember why I stopped taking drugs! Fuck! I wish I was at home... or atleast a little bit tired so I could sleep & forget all bout tjhe fucked up feelingin my stomach. I feeli like shit.

Sat, 29 Apr 2006 14:30:04 GMT

God damn I feel fucked up!

I'm at my mate's Tamars'a house... she gave me a pill saying it was a 'pain killer' but I don't think it was! Fuck me dead I'm tripping off my nut. I hope there's not too many spelling mistakes. It's taken me about 3 minutes to type this much out because I have to keep correcting all the mistakes I make.

Seriously don't think she gave me a pain killer, but whatever it was is fucking hitting me hard. Definately not a pain killer, I used to live on prescription pain killers & this isn't one of them! My head & stomach are doing fucking backflips.

I wish she's hurry up & finish fucking Matt so I can ask her what she gave me.

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 14:56:40 GMT

I swear to god that I'm never going to drink again!

Or... for atleast the next few days lol. Bourbon & shotting a bottle of Sambuca does not equal happy endings. Nope, it doesn't. It equals head in the toilet at 3am.

Also, setting said Sambuca on fire then putting your hand over the top equals burnt fucking hand! I have a big red circle burnt into my hand because when I lit the shot of Sambuca I forgot that FIRE MAKES GLASS FUCKING HOT! So don't leave it sitting on the table while you talk about the size of the last guys dick you went down on. Not good!

It is going to leave a wicked scar though.

Anycrap, Prison Break ruled tonight. The scenes with/between T-Bag & Abruzzi were just amazing. I was blown away with their characters tonight. Seriously, I just wish it didn't have to end the way it did *cries & hugs my bunny close*

Well I'm tired & bored, so here's a survey to do while I'm downloading the Longest Yard soundtrack.

::Basic::
~Name: Pilot
~Height: 5'4"
~Hair Color: light brown/dirty blonde
~Eye Color: greeny grey
~Age: 21
~Birthday: March 17

::Last...::
~Person (or People) you saw (other than parents):: Matty when he dropped my home yesturday afternoon
~Person you hugged::: Uhh... probably Sarah
~Person (or People) you hung out with::: Sarah, Matty, Tamara & Matt
~Song listened to::: I dunno, something on my playlist.
~Drink::: water
~Thing you said::: a gasped "fuck" or "no" when watching Prison Break
~Thing you heard::: an old Western on late night tv
~Feeling you had::: tired
~Dream you had::: something about my cousin I think

::This Or That::
~Cats or Dogs::: dogs
~Red or Pink::: red
~Blue or Green::: blue
~Ford or Dodge::: dodge
~Rap or Country::: rap
~Car or Truck::: car
~Guys or Girls::: hmm... dunno
~Fruit or Veggie::: veggie
~More Friends or More Aquatances::: Friends
~Love or Money::: also undecided

::Favorite....::
~Type of gum::: mint
~Car or Truck::: Holden Commodore 2002 S Series
~Color::: blue
~Month::: december
~Animal::: dog
~Type of music :: metal
~Drink::: dr pepper
~Activity to do when bored ::: play xbox
~Movie::: Terminator 2
~Song::: "Dumb" Nirvana
~Show on TV::: Prison Break

::Friends::
~Who are your best guy friends?::: Hmm... Matty
~Who are your best girl friends?::: Sarah
~Who's the loudest?::: Me
~Who's the craziest?::: Me
~Who is just flat out ditzy?::: Danni
~Who can you not stand sometimes, but still love?::: Definately Danni
~Who can make you laugh the most?::: Sarah
~Who do you hang out with the most?::: Sarah
~Do you love all of your friends?::: Definately
~Who lives the closest?::: Tamara
~Who lives the farthest?::: Sheryne
~Are your friends older or younger?::: Both

::Bedroom::
~Do you have a twin, full, queen, or king bed?::: Twin
~Do you have a computer in your room?::: Yep
~What about a game console?::: Yep, Xbox
~Is there a stereo or radio in your room?::: Nope, I use the Xbox
~How many windows are in it?::: 1
~What about a phone?::: Nope
~Is your room clean right now?::: Uh, no.
~Is there any food or drinks in your room?::: Empty cans
~How about animals?::: Nope
~Do you consider your room big?::: Yeah, it's bigger than average
~Do you have your own room?::: Yep

::Other/Random::
~Who do you live with?::: parents, dog
~Do you consider yourself talented?::: I guess
~Hows the relationship status going?::: Zip
~Are you telling the truth on this survey?::: yep
~Do you like Family Guy?::: Definately
~Do you like to dance?::: nope
~How about sing?::: when I'm alone
~Speaking or singing::: speaking
~Where do you live?::: NSW, Australia
~Do like your life?::: yep
~Are you tired of this survey?::: sure am
~Any last words?::: nope

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 16:31:05 GMT

I'm at my mate, Tamara's place. It's cold, I'm drunk & I'm not feeling too good, lol. Damn bourbon!

Oh, I'm sorry my sweet sweet bourbon. I didn't mean to offend you!

Anyway, so yeah... fuck Tam's enter button. It's fucked. & you have to push it like 5 times to get it to work. Also, thank god for the spell check because I'm going to be needing it in this damn post!

Man I gotta piss again!

The Longest Yard remake rules! I've watched it like 3 times tonight. Everyone is in bed fucking or snoring, I'm the only one left awake. Good times...

I'm going to check my friends list again, check me email, piss & go to bed. It's cold & I've read all teh slash on my flist.

Yep, Im' off.

Fri, 21 Apr 2006 12:18:42 GMT

So I'm rocking hardcore with the sponsored account. Firefox gets rid of all the ads so my journal is ad-free! (well, to me atleast. If you have Firefox it is essential you download the AdBlock extension) So yes, love love.

On Wednesday I caught the bus in town & met Sarah. We spent the day in town walking around & window shopping. I bought a few things; a new pair of fingerless gloves, a 'Monster Garage' tee, a really nice brown shirt, the 'Old School Bike' American Chopper DVD because I'm in love with Cody (he & Pauly Snr put together their own bike these episodes) & uhh... what else. I think that was it. I also bought a few days ago Doom 3: Resurrection of Evil & Tony Hawk's Underground for Xbox, an official copy of Jackass the Movie (my old burnt copy was getting fucked up), & Dinotopia (the one with Wentworth in it). And then today I got my 3/4 black pants from Ebay in the mail. Good stuff. Oh oh! & I also put in an order at Leading Edge Electronics for a digital set-top box.

I love buying stuff =)

Stayed at Tamara's on Wednesday night. It was ok, but I was tired & wanted to stay at Sarah's, so I was in a pissy mood most of the night. We went out for lunch at Tony's (the local Italian resturant) because it was Tam's birthday. Then watched 'Tomb Raider 2' & came home. Fun times...

Ok seeing as I'm not doing anything but listening to music (the mixes that come with the latest issue of Metal Hammer fucking rule!) here's a 100 question meme I stole off el_gilliath

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I have a scar on the inside of my left ankle about the size of a 10cent coin. It's a lighter burn Jared gave me when we were down at the harbour drinking. Brandings are like tattoos to my in a way, so I got Jared to give me one. He did it over 3 years ago & the scar is still bright pink, it was a really fucked up burn. Took months to heal.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
The normal creamy colour a lot of rented houses have. I've got 3 movie posters on the walls (Sin City, Four Brothers & Doom), have 2 life sized print outs of Wentworth Miller & Dominic Purcell & a calender from the video store. Oh, also my framed Nirvana original promo pic & backstage pass that I got for christmas about 7 years ago.

Where is #3?
Off having not nasty sex with question 101.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Lot's of different genre's. Pretty much anything but bubblegum pop, straight up emo & pre-teen punk pop (like Simple Plan). I'll listen to most things, but I prefer/buy metal, heavy rock & rap.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Don't have a clue. Possibly in the afternoon, but don't hold me to that.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Chinese takeaway. That's all I ever want to eat!

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
Not having to worry about money or work.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
My computer & Xbox

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Nope

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
I'm not scared of the dark, I'm scared of what's in the dark! I can walk around at night perfectly happy (I prefer nighttime), but once I start thinking of aliens or serial killers in the shadows I freak out.

12. LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU CRY?
Hmm... I can't remember. I've got great friends now.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Brute

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR FAVORED SEX?
Dark brown or dirty blonde, with deep green or blue eyes.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Energy drink. I don't like coffee.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
BBQ chicken.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
You already asked this, & I still stand by my choice of chinese takeout.

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Tamara because she wouldn't stop asking me if something was wrong just because I was in a pissy mood.

20. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST GIFT?
Well, the first one I know about is my teddy bear Humphrey (Aussies & maybe Kiwis will know who Humphrey is). My pop gave him to me for my 1st birthday.

21. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?
Purple slippers, purple pj pants, converse tee & my mums blue cardigan.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
I like a lot of people. I do have friends, you know.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Semi. It sucks because I'm not fully double jointed, but enough that it's made my joints really weak (already dislocated both my knees)

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Ahh... I don't know. Probably Converse I guess. I have heaps of Converse tees.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
A metallic green or orange/bronze Holden Commodore S Series 2002 model.

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
Yep, my dog Cody. He's currently downstairs laying infrom

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
He's a Beagle

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
I guess, you really can't control who you fall in love with.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
To their face.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
69

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
No particular thought either way.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Sarah

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
People I know who feel the need to express their negative feelings towards homosexuals whenever the topic is mentioned/shown on TV. Especially when they call 2 guys faggots & don't think it offends me when HELLO! I'm a 'faggot' too.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
I've never been in the USA. ONLY A SMALL PERCENTAGE OF PEOPLE ONLINE ARE FUCKING AMERICAN, YOU KNOW!

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
TV, a good bourbon, cheap DVD's, my friends.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS?
Met Lindsey from Frenzal Rhomb. Aussies & Kiwis will know who I'm talking about.

37. FIRST JOB?
Checkout chick at IGA.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Many many times.

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
Reading slash & listening to music.

40. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY?
Luckly no.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Because I was bored & needed to fill in time.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My 'sense of style', whatever the hell that is.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
I think I'd pass out from the shock, then start up an illegal alcohol ring in town & become rich & even more of a drunk.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A DVD recorder & an Xbox 360.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
If I have kids, 2.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Nope.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Sometimes when I'm messing around.

48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
Got woken up by my mum before she went to work, went back to sleep, woke up & bluetac'd the curtain to the wall because the run was pissing me off, went back to sleep, woke up & layed in bed for a bit, looked at the clock & decided to finally get up. Then I watched American Chopper, then Dr Phil then it wasn't the morning anymore.

49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
Chocolate.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Not really, it's messy & hard to read.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Chicken roll.

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Do you have time to read them all?

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
Mmm... I don't know, I like all my CD's. I sold the one's I didn't on ebay.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I'd have to say yes.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Probably

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
Looks are good & all, but if someone makes me laugh I tend to crush on them a lot more than a boring, albiet very hot person.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I tend to hit myself & throw something.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Sarah's house.

59. WHO IS YOUR FAMOUS/ ACTOR/ SINGER CRUSH?
At the moment it's Jensen Ackles.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My teddy Humphrey, of course. He'd be offended it I said anything else!

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Uhh... 45

Where's 62?
Off having nasty gay sex with #69

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Do you jack off?

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Yep

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
CJ

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
Bekkles, Bekworth, Bekahontis, Pilot, Jack & Snoopy.

Um, 67-69?
They're all having a group orgy.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Spearmint choc-chip

Is this meme purposefully cutting out numbers?
That's for me to know & you to find out.

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Tom Cruise's sanity.

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
I don't know. Ask my dentist.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
I seriously, don't care.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
A 'New Blood 2006' mix CD I got with the latest issue of Metal Hammer magazine.

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Water.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
Uhh... Tamara I think

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN YOUR PREFFERED SEX?
Smile, laugh & voice (I have a thing for voices)

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
Don't know... something by Rage Against the Machine I guess.

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Idiots & biggots.

82. FAVORITE DRINK(S)?
Bourbon & coke, Bourbon dry, Mountain Dew & Dr Pepper

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN?
Pisces

84. Favorite Sport?
Pro Wrestling, Rugby Leage

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Light brown/dirty blonde

86. EYE COLOR?
Greeny grey

87. HEIGHT?
I don't know. 150-something cm.

88. SIBLINGS?
None

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
December... CHRISTMAS!

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Don't know, havn't tried it.

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
The rugby

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
25th December

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Yep

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Hugs

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
One night stands. At the moment anyway.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
A 6-pack of bourbon

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
Have no damn clue

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
None

100. ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH ANYONE?
Nope

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 10:27:24 GMT

Ok seriously, I am going to marry ~~Jason~~ ~~Dean~~ Jensen.

I mean dude! Did you see him all sweet & adorable with Lana? Now that's a real man.

Thu, 20 Apr 2006 09:57:58 GMT

God damn! I was too busy uploading my new moodtheme & I forgot all about Smallville! Gah! Who knows that Jensen moments I've missed already!

Stupid new LiveJournal features =(

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 01:02:18 GMT

So we've finally got the sponsored accounts here. Hmm... I might try it out, see what level of ads you are hit with & if they mess around with anything.

I'll have to do that later.

Yes so I'm about to catch the bus into town to meet Sarah. I've just got to iron some clothes & eat breakfast/lunch... brunch.

Blah blah blah nothing to say.

Goodbye =)

Yep, I Sure Am A Harry Potter Fan

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 13:20:06 GMT

Tue, 18 Apr 2006 08:33:35 GMT

My cousin Matty was on the news tonight. He & his mates were attacked by a bunch of dickheads yesturday on the beach. One guy took a swing at his head with a shovel, Matty ducked & his mate jumped in to protect him & sadly he ended up getting beat up pretty bad. Matty's mate's face is pretty fucked up & his eye is injured, they're hoping they'll be able to fix it so he won't lose any of his eyesight.

I hope he comes through 100%, because even though I've never met this guy he did everything he could to protect my little cousin, his best mate, without a second thought for his own safety & I can't thank him enough.

Well well well, not much else to report. Went out on Sunday night to Tamara's for a few drinks & lots of laughs. Good times... stoked because Sarah doesn't have to work again till next Monday! I'm not sure what time she finishes tonight so I'll have to call her later, she how she is. Oh oh! She bought me a pair of fluffy handcuffs! Yay! Man, I love that girl =) You won't find a better friend anywhere =)

And I'd like you all to welcome my new friends zsuness & crazyjoyfulgirl to our little group! Everyone say hi.

So I'm going to be off. Dinner is ready & I'm fucking hungry!

ps. I think I'm getting Carpal Tunnel Syndrome or something. My hand hurts so bad! I have to cut down on the computer & Xbox. (my mum says I have to quit drinking, thinks I'm getting a sore hand from always holding a glass lol)

[ Feeling | good ]
[ Hearing | 'Win News' in TV ]

Sun, 16 Apr 2006 06:46:34 GMT

I hate cold weather. It makes me sad, self-loathing & generally hateful towards anyone & everyone.

I've been asked to go out on both Friday & Saturday night, & again tonight but instead I've stayed holed up in my room with nothing to do but brood.

I need to go out tonight. Yes I do. I know all I feel like doing at the moment is cuddling with my toy bunny Franklin & watch depressing movies but NO! I have to get out of the house & get drunk.

My friends already think I'm pissed off at them lol. Too much brooding & self-loathing is not good for the soul.

PS. I got my new sexy HIM hoodie =) Fuck me dead, it's sexy!

[ Feeling | cold ]
[ Hearing | "Such A Twat" - The Streets ]